[LAFF] Regrets (x-posted from Livejournal)

[Dartanian Dragonwolf]

I don't think anyone really thinks about anything they do until well after
the fact. I am one of those people and if I could turn back the clock and
undo some of the thoughtless things that I have done...I would in a fucking
heartbeat.

I regret never telling my grandmother that I care about her when she said
otherwise about a week before she passed away.

I regret moving out of my parents house in 2004 to move to Arkansas. If I
had thought about it a little more I wouldn't have done it and would not be
in a position of panic right now.

I regret not being a little more trustworthy to some people. If I had done
exactly what was asked of me in certain situations everything would be on
the rise upward.

I regret moving to Iowa and then Arkansas again in 2006. I had a good job
with Arbys as a shift manager and was making good money only to throw it all
away to move to Iowa where I got mega screwed by the people I lived with.

Everything in my life is coming full circle. I am back where I started
before finishing high school. No money to speak of and no automotive
transportation.

Now with the fact that I might be homeless in 24 hours....I ask that someone
with a kind enough heart helps me out as I wanna get back on my feet. I need
a steady enough job where I can start making it on my own to a point. Where
I can afford to start saving money and get a car of my own. The only way any
of this is going to happen is if I have somewhere to call home.

I am now at the mercy of the fandom.

Dartanian the soon to be homeless Dragonwolf